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e enjte, 27 shtator 2007
Signed Off @7:54 p.d.
Today was like. very entertaining
Seng song, akang, stef, yusof, Gary and myself went to AMK hub. Everyone else except for me la. They were there for SEA games promotion or how shall i put it! AND to their dismay. i was actually postponed. I still can picture the look on their faces. like 0_0. haha. But it was a good change, for we ended up at this Nebo place and played jungle speed. for all those who played the game before, you must be guessing how much fun we had. RIGHT? For those who have not tried, you missed much ;) try it!
Stef came over. I tell you, we were playing winning eleven but it was more of penguins VS Prehistoric men! haha they could unlock suits that the players can wear to play. It's really funny. ya la. and stef won me 2 to 1 game. It's my penguin la. so round and bouncy hahaha. but i enjoyed the company! last time a friend came was.. hmmm the jumpers?
Well this hols is special. cause i learn. So i change, and improve. I spot my mistakes and get over them. Sometimes when life is so fast. we dont get chances to pause right? no matter HOW MUCH WE WANT TO. I had the blessing to pause life now. =) i'm thankful for that.
There he goes again
bouncing down the past.
This and that were
This and that were
Say
N/TRMishen
like a pause
like a pause
You can go through your life
never once feeling the pain of feeling for another
but then you have no love
you are like dust in the wind
Say
Missing faces
like you're so sad they're gone
so sad they're gone
You can go through your life
Never longing to be reach someone's heart, and touch it
but then you have no love
you are like chaff in wind.
And you cry so hard you smile
You smile so hard you cry
It's the very essence of saying a heartfelt goodbye.
Signed Off @7:31 p.d.
e martë, 25 shtator 2007
   yeah count your days its never yours! Japan is really nice. like there were mountians and really relaxing scenery i felt really refreshed! The Cat was from a pet shop in a place called li xiao lu. which is a road which close to make way fo rmany shops. There were many cats and dogs in the place. some were puppies and they were extremely small. really adorable! The really nice scenery is very common in japan. where i stayed at? almost whereever your look you find a piece of landscape worthy of you whipping out your cam and snapping! well the scenery makes any noob photographer take good pictures! anyway my dad agree to let me use his canon EOS cam. which is really good. so i can take some shots when im free just for hobby! japan's really good for the nature. at least better than singapore. its has mountians everywhere. which explains the hot springs! when there is volcanic potential, there you will find a hotel built on that area. and there you have it! hot springs spa! haha. The food is seafood. cause i went to hokkaido island. Sapporo? haha yeah thats the place! and i ate salmon, crab and abalone. wah. haha. Here was once we ate the king crab! we actually ate it so fresh as we chos ethe crab while it was alive! in the tank. the next moment it was in seperate parts on our plate. (sorry for the crab lovers). well. japan really has ageing population. like almost everywhere i look. there's old people walking around. for every young person i see i see two old folks. really im not joking. then you have manga megastores. like way bigger than singapores biggest. but well i dont read so... haha well thats really it! =) im just glad to be back really!
Signed Off @11:45 m.d.
e premte, 21 shtator 2007
It's 1 am in Japan.
My brother is in soccerland
im still a jesus fan
GO! lets go japan!
Haha okay. i'm in japan. and its really nice here. had lots of mood changes
i choose to believe i did not let it affect myself enjoying the trip! honestly. i kind of missed
home. it's the people that kinda makes up the home. Like my cell group. jumpers and all of
those people. These people sure are important! but i think these are just gifts from GOD. what do you know. Anyday, anytime, God and take them away. Through conflicts, different views, different schools, different personalities i guess! and lastly through death. I thank God for giving me many wonderful friends. but i shall not be too indulged, for the people God put in my life is for loan. my job? the love them. :) sounds kind of weird, but hey, its one of the things i can find meaningful. so i got some gift! haha so the people back home who knows me well can be expecting.
Why am i saying this? well i dawns on me that God is yet again taking. I got lots of friends in the O levels class. somt of which i know very personally and many i wish to know more! But now it's coming to this time of the year when there's graduation and we really go seperate ways. well.
there's this for my friends taking the o's.
How time flies
swish it by
grab your camera
but your picture's old
how time flies
wish i told
how many times
i missed your tone
how time flies
look what now!
it's time to part
let time say sorry
how time flies
you may know
it never waits
let yourself forget them
Or take a trip down memory lane
and relive the moments
moments of pure growing up
Because time is this
a passing cloud of stone,
it changes,
it brings rain,
it brings the hardest of hearts, to utter disdain.
Goodbye!
Signed Off @8:57 p.d.
e shtunë, 15 shtator 2007
Hide your face from my iniquity
and cover my sin
Restore to me
the joy of your salvation
Today... had like a family arguement in which like my dad, mom and bro got involved. for me, Luckily i was not offended so i did not need to retaliate or make any of my points known. well i draw some lessons here
1. very clearly my family members were hitting at each other and NOT the problem.
2. they spoke in their anger
3. never think of the other person lor. keep thinking. "i'm right" "you're wrong"
well i admit i show these traits. sometimes focusing on the wrong thing and keep thinking i'm right. but its when im a neutral party and watching the whole arguement unfold. it's like i spot so many things in which could have been avoided. i begin to think how God looks upon us this way. When we have difficulty, and we just are so absorbed in our ownself and problems, we miss out the obvious answer. God sees the whole picture and wants to give us the answer. The answer difficult to apply, but has all-surpassing benefits. Well just for starts, i myself am very prone to missing things/answers right in front of my face. well lets hope i learn from today's lesson.
"be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry" james 1.19
the words of james, applied to any arguement will be the remedy instantly. Challenge is not in knowing though. its the doing. BUT the spirit is like the all supporting one. who is the one that makes the gap between knowing and doing so close. thanks God he's in my life. steered me away from so many conflicts. Amen! Btw that picture is in 2001 when i last went to Japan. im going again in 2007. leaving this coming mon. stay tuned for more pictures!
Signed Off @8:10 p.d.
e mërkurë, 12 shtator 2007
My dear friend Cheng has injured his toe hmmm. Hope he's going to get better la
so funny he injured his toes while running after a BUS. like HUH? haha
I will carry the cross of christ!
Well today was eventfully enlightening. It's more of like a life check with dear santa
. aka the manipulator. aka the snky... okay ha! not so much. yeah He helped me alot
THANKS! hope that your mini will learn ya? santa? YOU READING RIGHT!
Time and time again
Thoughts and thoughts again
come and come again
when will it end?
The shy are strong
the strong are wrong
the wrong are right
but when will it end?
Knock on my door
my heart is close
are you still looking? you say
when will it end?
If your look for me now
you find moulding clay
in a fiery furnace, screaming
when will it end?
there and then
the control is there
the butterfly flies
then it shall begin!
Signed Off @8:40 p.d.
e hënë, 10 shtator 2007
Trouble is like this
you have thoughts flying in and out
every 4-5 seconds your mind loses it's concentration on one thing and think of another
Trouble is like this
one thought about your problem flys in
"He must have intended it!"
"I'll never make it"
"she probably likes me"
"She's causing the family to fall apart"
"He's the cause of the problem"
"He doesnt like me"
it's okay that thoughts like these come in
They maybe violent
but most of the time
subtle
Key is that this thoughts not always come from you
truth is satan puts stuff there
to MAKE YOU BELIEVE YOU THOUGHT OF IT
but don't fall for it
seize that thought, and forget it
or
Seize thath thought and dwell on it
Either way, you are either miserable, rashful
or at peace and gleeful.
I chose the latter! HEY
It was really good. TRY IT
Signed Off @5:59 p.d.
e diel, 9 shtator 2007
  Jump! from the start to the end your mercy never end from the scratch of the first to the sand of the last There's one person who im flying for it's you
Signed Off @6:37 p.d.
e premte, 7 shtator 2007
 Dickson's pose can seriously. seriously, beat the most emo guy in history lol~
Jesus, heal me
Father, hold me
I stand, I kneel
I cry,I feel
the World is crashing down
my heart is breaking now
Your word is taking down
all the sin
Word's alone ain't enough
Deed's alone are too tough
this i pray
this i pray
i just wanna
fall in love
fall in love
fall in love with you
i just wanna
fall in love
fall in love
I'd do anything to get to you
i've just recorded this song! it's called fall. thought it was quite tiring and tedious! a total of 3 hours put in. Had a space to make the song above 3mins. so i threw in a harmonica solo in the beginning. haha. Well, i was told to cut my hair. It shall be done. it's too 70's already claims my brother's girlfriend. haha. Spent soooo many time on my new com i hardly have time for God's word. but it really start to believe that spending time with God can be done without religiously sitting in one corner. amen!
Signed Off @4:12 p.d.
e mërkurë, 5 shtator 2007
farther and farther away
stray the strayed away
how can i say today
what i surely missed seeing two days aday!
Signed Off @6:40 p.d.
e hënë, 3 shtator 2007
Today is going to be fun! Out to go jogging. gonna jog as long as i need to or can. see how far i can go. It's 8 days after my injury it's scary how im recovering so fast! O Praise God! Meeting cal at bishan and i'm going to visit my training ground in sec one. apparently i'm sec 4 and graduated already. hmm. time flies. Hope i can aim for 20 mins jog.
Don't let the things in life
The envy, loneliness, disagreements
Take away what is beautiful
Beauty is everywhere
if you struggle to find this monument
look at yourself.
Signed Off @10:03 m.d.
 i realised that on this new com i can post pictures ENJOY!
Signed Off @9:14 p.d.
You are my hope
Hope like no other
Reaches to me
in the fullness of your grace
in the power of your name
you lift me up
you life me up
Unfailing love
Stronger than mountians
deeper than oceans
reaches to me
IF i could do one thing?
Is to let my heart stay so close to God
that even when it turns to the likes of this world. i will not fall. Well today i went out with weizhen. it was really nice seeing her. after like one year plus! Well lets hope i catch her b4 her birthday. if not. the time shall be the weapon against the fight of fights =)
It's hard to walk
when you think of someone
then another one
then you mind thinks:
how many have spend time in there?
while pushing everything out?
could you tell every one the same powerful thing
with each time, nothing of it's full meaning?
In there they dwell
dancing, smiling and waving
they take my breathe away
they take my breathe away
So i call out once again
the magnificent painting is in my eyes again
for moments, mesmerized
for moments, petrified by emotion
eloi eloi. Will help me wait upon you
for the perfect one you meant for me
till then, keep my eyes free of lust
till then keep my heart safe
eloi eloi. help me wait upon her
her that shall be the bright number fifty
that will still continue to shine
even when the skin is old
Well said! so that's what i'm going through now, that feels loads better!
So tomorrow is going to be the rat-a-too-ee! with calvin kyser BEN ( long hairr)
and most importantly YUSOF . well he's one very nice person for company! =)
well thats two movies in one day, my pocket it lighter. well i'm spending most of my time now in front of my new laptop and playing harry potter and the order of the phoenix. which is really really real. it's like emma watson whenever you want it. haha joking.
I'm so glad that my life is all fixed. fixed cause Jesus is in my life. though i'm injured
but thank the Lord. His joy is in me! This break has been proving to be a good rest
i really am learning to enjoy myself.
Breaking free
of the chains of legalism than bound me
bound me, killed me, shot me, slashed me, tempted me, torn me
scorned me, mocked me, belittled me, broke all my bones in my spirit
but the word says
"Then you will know the truth , and the truth will set you FREE"
the precious words of john 8:32
Signed Off @8:33 p.d.
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Dickson's pose can seriously. seriously, beat the most emo guy in history lol~
