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e hënë, 18 shkurt 2008
Hello. hello. Hello
okay okay okay
days have passed. thurs friday saturday and sunday now's monday.
yeah. it's 9.31pm now in UK in singapore it's 7.32am
It's time to sleep
and for people back home
it's time for school.
Yeap very cute. stefan dickson and cheng is watching a show i think it's deuce bigalo lol.
yeah i didn join cause i wanted to do blogging and blog hopping? and those stuff. wa
alot alot happening eh in singapore.
yeap so far its; been fun. they got this sauna and jaq place in the suite we stayed in. and we just spa, that place? yeah. then had some heart to heart talk with Cheng and Dickson. i love those moments. :) then talked abt the past the present and future. dont conversations all revolve ard these? had several dickson moments. dot dot lol. usual stuff la all can happen in singapore.
okay competition
yeah that day. me and dickson were not afriad of BBs anymore. ;)
and i got a PB. 14.94m was not the best jump i jumped la. but well i am CONTENTED
but not satisfied! thank and Coach la and most imprtly GOD. i can't help it
it's like i KNOW my heel is very pain. but i just carried on with a very clear and cool mind.
not worried at all. WELL ended up very a worse heel pain. i dunno its like when i tiptoe also pain.
so HOW? trust God again lor. i guess i might have injured a deep tissue. so bad that when i ti[toe or activate my calf muscle. the muscle pulls on the heel and causes pain. HMMM.
okay Go Go Go jumps team. we are top 15 jumps team in the wordl according to Cheng. :)
Kang come soon. soon soon soon soon.
Signed Off @1:30 m.d.
e martë, 12 shkurt 2008
All over again.
Well today
train
did triple jump
then my heel even more pain
sian
Well. just take it off my mind la. in competition. God's going to guide me. i need not fear ;)
the unwavering confidence that God will be there. no matter
well new year. went with Church peeps. to a church peep house which is very near my dad's best frined house. cool ;) then went to the park played ball. laugh here and there. and really had fun. I know that i balances me. then Dear jeremy had to climb trees lol. overall not bad la. o yeah. then had a conversation with the man of the house. uncle Alex. then fouund out he got injury. then talk about physios and etc. then talk talk talk. teh good la. now i know my CG members daddy.
i think that is a good thing yeah people? woo! Then saw alot abt anne's life la. the mugging-ness.
very pro. saw her doing source based history. learning can you prove.... like
prove that lee kuan yew is happy in the pic
lol no la. but Good she studies. then heard she does QT very pro. wa im inspired. ;D yay then hope she reads the devo lots lots. yeah nice house!
today. met chris and justin in their room
after cf i crash their room
then i grabbed them and started to pray
oray oray oray for sports school
there and then, the prayer revived. so long never pray. wa just now pray feel so shiok. felt i as if
there was more power in that prayer compared to me praying alone. then i also prayed for my heel. about 3 to 4 times i pray and stood up and the pain was there.. but i kept on asking. for healing . God's still soveriegn. so what can i say. Im glad i can run. no BIG injuries. EAT THAT SATAN! WOOO!
So yeah. bryan has a new girlfriend. it means the old one is completely mine ;D ;D woohoo.
so yeah clement lost his phone and he aint happy abt it. cheer up!
so yeah Elisha is being elisha and turning into a man lol
so yeah Gloria is out of radar cause i think her life now bumpy with God
So yeah chelsia is even worse. lol wht happened? lol
so yeah gail house got broken into LOL. SERIOUSLY. thank God the burgalar never touch her.
so yeah wynn is there in Auss now with her new bunch of friends going to places like Victoria street lol
so yeah Edwin is being so strong
so yeah Deb is bouncing along and waitinf for results
so yeah this is life. so different. God put US together. now lets see what plans he has ;)
Signed Off @9:16 p.d.
e hënë, 4 shkurt 2008
Hello earthlings.
Okay. i visited blogs today and phooom. i was immersed into a wave
of emotion. The author is very poetic no doubt, and the entries only enforced that.
very beautiful writing. But one thing is amiss.
i see all the pangs of adolescence. The cry for love, the search for love. People around
ans saying love hurts and etc. apparently. our views of love being a fluffy weirdo feeling,
morphed into a erotic kind of thing and after when that segment dies of you just get so
freaking hurt. that we say love hurts.
I do not know how to say this. even people who go to church look into other places for love.
i am NOT pin pointing anyone. (: i myself admit to have done so. so so many times as i grow up.
and we think of looking for love in friends. people. material things.
but friends change, friends reaction to you are can change anytime.
material things are only but a temporary toy in life. filling only a cloud of material in a
gaping heart
we roam about adolescence. swaying to ends. ends like beating the system
they look at the crowd and feel like we are so small. so we work hard. we study
like mad to get on top. to get the recognition. the 'respect' wow. WOW.
but I walked that road.
and that respect in temporal. every single academic cert i got did nothing to me
it never gave me true joy and satisfaction.
So the pangs of adolescnece. some loom them, sway and play in them.
but some rise above it... they learn from their mistakes. and turn from foolish ways.
they look at life like this
that God loves us. no matter who we are.
no matter what we have done.
no matter wht grade
no matter what skills
no matter what weight
no matter what height
no matter how attractive
no matter how intelligent
no matter how we behave.
cause I keep seeing youth grow up
and hitting these things and questions in life.
THEN THEY MISSED THE ABOVE POINT I MADE
and they feel so lost.
so ya. anyway this is my prayer. it's burning in my heart.
empower the youths. change their mindset when they are young.
but well. life aint about changing people (:
My life goal is to change myself.
to be who God called me to be
why not you try?
talk to God and ask HIM for love
woohoo you are gunna love it!
Signed Off @8:30 p.d.
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