:: Crash and cornerstones ::

e martë, 25 dhjetor 2007

Hey.
went to bryan's house yesterday.
i dont care
i am going to spam his house. with church pple,
cause its just good fun. WOO

ya i slept late. then when i came home today
i slept at 3 i think then woke at 9am. check this out

Maid: Matthew wake up
MAtt: What time now!!
Maid: Dinner.
Matt ..... huh. what happened to training?

LOL. I know its not funny. but ya. i guess its still christmas
well Vinna coped MY DRAMA LINE> haha so im going to say

Well God it's christmas. Ya i know you ar a king. but you are such
a good looking and good friend that i wanna say you rock. and that
your sacrificial life is damn damn damn. veryvery. good. yep.

tml got trng at bishan. i got a feeling we are just going to slack like
rocks. lol. but after meeting church sec4 again. ya i am seriously gouing to
spam why? when school start.everoyne gets busy. so why not?

so sec 4 form my cell
12 noon at j8.
if your late
you're not straight

Signed Off @6:09 p.d.

e hënë, 24 dhjetor 2007

HOHOHO merry christmas.

today watched redline.
hot girls. hotter cars. yep its true.. it's true.
binz and cal kang you people are the best. a kang. i admit here
although you dont really read my blog but thought
you are one shallow guy and i think so so deeply. you still are able to
be such a great friend. you are such an idiot. that this christmas i want to pray
that God will make you run faster. but if you ever lose your passion for Him, may he
screw your leg upside down. haha

Calvin : I Thank God that i know. I believe God sent you to me. you know? down the road.'
when we have wives and kids you can come over and we can chat and our kids and chat."

Matt: .silent.

You know thats the sweetest thing he said. but i can't reply for i do not know what's ahead.
I have this prompting from GOD for something else. i'll blog abt this later. but again. i do not know if i'll be married. I dont know if i'd live that long. I may be a missionary to anoter country
Something may happen between us. satan Lures any one of us away due to the price and temptation of being in the spotlight. anything. but for today. for tomorrow. on christmas. Kang. you rock!

Binz. again. words cannot express what i can tell you. i was so screwed. i was living this way with this thinking and this lifestyel until you came along, and spoke God's word to me. cutting off my edges i am now free. i am better. you edited me so much i can hardly recognise matt in 2006. Binz i know you arnt gay and you are an angel. but Ya I'll call you my angel you brute idiot.

So this is what's up for me.
being in sportsschool led me to know people in sportsschool.
so i made friends. over 3 years here. I heard people cry on my shoulder I have cried on others
so many people came in and out of my life. its secondary school. i Made MY SCHOOL THE MISSION FIELD> im proud of what God did. i see salvations in sports school. With my tongue God used it to speak life. with my hands to give massages to people in need. I did all i can to serve people. even mhy roommte calvincheng. i wannna help him so so so much . my time as roommate with him is up. n3xt year no more roommtate. i just hope it;s enought. that God input enough in him. that the seed is well planted. Lord people. Calvin needs you and he needs you in his Life.

but one thing was missing. Fellowship with tyhe body of christ. yes i fellowship. with school christians. last time it was rocking. the was gospel concerts. sportsschool was going to FOP and praying and jumping. Wednesdays used to see 20 plus 30 people come. I was a noob in leading but god used me. so i thought in 2005 and 06 that no need to spend time with church friends.
now look. towards to end of the year. only 3 to 5 people were coming. i was tired. i was discouraged. God's plan? i dunno. christians whop rocked who prayed for revival in sportsschool fall away. fall so far but never far away form grace. they study they do otehr things have other friends and get carried away wih the cares of the world. God showed me. i was alone. and i needed something strong

so only this hols . only recently i realised when Dave spoke. when pastor william spoke.
that our school friends are friend only temporarily. when our lvies part when we change scdhools when we sports when we change class when we have diff interest. when we dont stay on the same floor. I realised the only contant grp of friend in my life is church youth. people liek yimin jeremy bryan clement amiel alden those people i've invested so little percent of my time to that friendship is superficial. what can i say. Now that i know this. I;m going to work at it. no matter how tired oruncomfortable or uneasy i am. i dont care. they are my family and i'm going to be their good friends like it or not. I've missed out enough.

So God this holidays was fruitful ya?
can;t help thinking abt how i spent time with the youth in church.
more Lord. more Lord. (:(:(:
Happy and free
in your presence i;m free.
praise tou freakingly Good and
mighty and powerful
and awesome
and madly crazily
rockingly
name!

jesus!

Signed Off @5:56 p.d.

e mërkurë, 19 dhjetor 2007

Yo.

K. the chalet was alright la. Watched transformers. i thought it was COOL. in terms of the grahpics and how the bot changes etc. the girl also shiok. okay abit la. but it had a distorted theme. so the flow was not complete. Then i improved my bridge skills. then right. i started to win. like. alot of times. actually is just 4 but i was out of he 5 games i played that day. then again. Bridge has a 50 50 percent chance of winning. right? so can go challenge Jeremy.

o ya by the way. I taught the people how to play a game called King's cup. Its a sportsschool people game. ha. yeah and it did not turn out too well coz jeremy kinda had some dinner left on the wall. haha. You know people all say "ya thats the toilet" so jeremy ran there and. ya. but it turned out to be a room. 0_0. Yep. but i think to most sway is Mel. who kind of drank abit. well only because many have got into a habit of choosing her to drink. ha. so one lesson. no kings cup after dinner. so sad. but could stay. had to wake up 5.30 the next day, which was today. to go training. But i thought it was cool. cause really. i loving being there when the sun rises. =)

Yes christmas outreach. what i want for christmas.
1. people, tag! (:
2. jing qiong to come down. (:
3. for my new year resolution to work out nxt year.

=)
so people. after you read you must?

Signed Off @5:52 p.d.

e hënë, 17 dhjetor 2007

Okay. Okay.

busybusy.

past two days hung out with 2bmc. it was fun la. see all the brutal things that happen.

ya spend th past two days really practising for the carolling. ya kind of looking forward "inside"

ha but im too tired on the outside. I will not forget how the songs and the gesture brought literally life to the people. like wah. you know one lady who had cancer? she we supposed to but terminal and she did not smile for 1 month. then only when the carols touched her. wa. she was really happy and she even teared. =) nice. so this year can bear this in mind.

Ya went to church's S21 thingy. it's my first time. im abit the lost. however thanks to some friends i'm good. Ha. its really cheap! like 5 dollars. 8 coupons. i bought like gingerbreadman.

briyani( ithink). icecream thanks to bella but she got the tic free also. HA. er free drinks! and err

yes SIEWMAI. LIKE SIEWMAI. okay pple. try saying siewmai 3 times really fast. if you can

my rabbit is your good friend =). ya then watched daniel and yimin play. nice nice. but the sound was imbalanced UNLESS ITS DANIELS SINGING LOL. but the mike vol was unclear and all. overpowered by two guit. somemore one is taylor guit. NICE. ha. ya afterthat watched some magic show. super funny cause its for little kids then the jc2 people go and anyhow make fun.

haha. trying to participate. ya found out who was edrics dad. LOL. his dad looks rather like him.

yep yep yep yep yep. and then play some fishing game. The fishing games rocks. really. coz i still have no visual idea how the string stick to the fish. i know its magnetic pull. i felt it. but JUST NO MAGNET IN SIGHT!!. ya so just won soome the jason the hockey killer guy mask. haha.

so ya. see i blog abt church. YAY. i hope church pple read.

okay tml i going chalet. tired but YAY. but again training. BOO. but still

i got God = YAY.

Signed Off @6:38 p.d.

e enjte, 6 dhjetor 2007

nice. My Links are up. now people who come are more connected. Then they will come back again so they can go to the other blogs. LOL. i think it might work =/ Thanks!

Yes IM GOING FOR CAMP NOW..... like NOW ha

Signed Off @7:06 m.d.

Ha Ha.

Okay. so we can't train at St Nicks. LOL.

Mr Rajan: eh so how's the match?
Rafie( i think): err. abit ah

lol lol Lol lOL.

so wednesday training was more funnier than usual. it started when we were all so tired and tried asking Ms Chan for discount. i was so sad that 3x100 became 3x150. and i was like coach confirm drink drink all then anyhow write down the programme! Dickson was like ya ya together with a few puffs.

Then when Ms Chan asked why your swissknife was with our knees bend. then we say for style and all that. someone even said its harder. LOL. And taufiq was like maybe 3x50 striding which was like simply asking for a drive by. But that was not the best part... It was..

when Dickson asking if he could train by himself. He ended up getting invited to St Nicks to train. INWHICH, the whole group suddenly invited themselves to go there and train. LOL. we can like help them train and all. some plyometrics. HAHA. ya then Taufiq HAD to talk so much end up he does not even know how to go St Nick. Started telling everyone he'll send a cab to pick everyone and go there. Then Dickson was like.." No need la. I'll be staying overnight there" like the most calmest thing he said. LOL. At like 5am he'll be wide eyed at the entrance waiting. LOL. yeah then we talked about Taufiqs Visa card beign made out of Drawing block with inproportionnate size which did not allow it to scan properly. haha.

you know we spent so much time talking and discussing abt tml. go cut hair. wear tight shirt, or just skins (LOL DICKSON) to there. but in the end? in the end? in the end? Go read the first line. hahaha.

BYE
IM OFF FOR CHURCH CAMP. WOO HOO LOO JUU :D

Signed Off @1:11 p.d.

e martë, 4 dhjetor 2007

Had christmas drama practice today!
well. everyone was stoney. lol like the song you know?
that sounds like

stoney... help me all the time
stoney.. be my friend tonight

lol okay i made up the lyrics. Yeah. well it's acting again. something i have not done in awhile.
i tell you man. the drama is pro ded. it's really good!! and it WILL answer questions that people have abt christmas etc. So if you are interested! can tag? yeah? i thought clem could act well. haha nice. i was kind of scared la in a way when he was showing emotion. so yea. Pple must come kkkkk!

watched heroes episode 10 today. nice man. it's mainly one of those episode where you just hate syler more. you know his sneakiness and craftiness and how he deceives people? like one guy that i wanna whack. lol the other one is the BOB. lol he just does not look nice. he also tricky.

yep. count down! OVER THE TOP woo!!

(;(:(:

the first thing im going to do
is spread my wings and fly.

by
33 miles

NICE BAND!!

Signed Off @2:58 p.d.

e hënë, 3 dhjetor 2007

okay. in this post i will make sure it dont write in foreign language.

ya man. shiok ah the prom. hot stuff. Ha. i thought it was the most successful thing.
yep. see la. God is shiok. Stef and my girlfriend leaving for the sea tml. lol miss them man.. and hope they can go bring back some thai baht( you know like ??? when you say baht fast)

So ya. life is like needing camp right now. cause sian-ness is coming. Ya i hope thru camp i can like. you know. woooooo! and waaaa! and yeeessssss! . yep.

today. eugene came over. and i learnt that the chee ko pei at J8 was actually called the bishan gay. like beeshaan gaaay. LOL. its the funniest thing ever. funny la pls. anyway eugene goh was like trying to learn violin. like he should be my alarm clock. ha nah.

anywayyyy.
this hols was well spent. sooo. ya

Signed Off @6:23 p.d.