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e martë, 25 mars 2008
wa.
got alot of assignments. a 25 hrs attachment plus reflective journal by 29 april
1000 word essay by 8th april
managment assignment by 11th april.
and i have only done 14 hrs of attachment nothing else.
so ya la. i am behind time and really in trouble :(
so anyway i was thinking
why look for love in the world?
after all? The people in the world NEED love.
Is not God Love?
why do we sometimes look for love in everywhere else except God?
so ya. I am determined to put behind the love of the world
why pursue it when it can never give satisfying love
unlike God's?
okay. I hear myself coming back.
Signed Off @7:48 p.d.
e hënë, 24 mars 2008
I used to want to lead,
want to influence
want to impact.
I want to see a bunch of people following me
thinking like me
learning from me.
But spiritual leadership struck me.
Because the spiritual leader is someone who never wants to lead
never wants to be the center of attraction
of having the feeling of control of others
to live in the security of the respect of others.
The spiritual leader is so compelled by his love for God
that he feels almost happy to lay down his life to serve others
even whether or not he gets the respect
he gets the praise
he gets the acknowledgment
When one gives.
does he expect anything back?
Does he do it to deposit tokens to improve the "i like him" meter of
the person he is trying to lead?
or just give for the Lord's sake.
I can only see myself doing most of what i now see as a fallible plan for a leader.
I can only serve to love
to Love like christ did
and when christ loved
the people he loved killed him.
Signed Off @6:59 p.d.
e mërkurë, 5 mars 2008
Signed Off @7:14 p.d.
wow. how many thousand years never blog.
yeah nothing much. okay my life is supposively exciting. well actually it is but I really have no motivation to pen it all down. like my cell is going good. like really good. apparently. i could not get any better la. ya like on sat. during cell they share then had a cg dinner. end up coming to my house. then play guitar hero. then. wa. order KFC. then thought i thought it was 150 dollars. then the cell very very very shock. then jia jun who ordered 20 pc chicken looked so stricken. lol
but--> my mistake. ha it was actually 50 dollars. so ya. ha then we talk talk talk. apparently i did not do a very essential thing. bring them together. yea whole time talking only to the girls. hmmm. then the boys be boys play guitar hero. lol. k k. okay la good conversations with mainly the girls (: but must bring the cell together in 2 weeks times. ya and joanna and lizzie finally came to my house. lol they seemed like they'd die without it.
one thing was very zai abt my cell. is that when we set to go for cg dinner. my members can tell the others friends ." NO! im going for my CELL DINNER!" lol. not that exclusive thing but the commitment to grow closer to each other. (:
ya. then now have to go attachment. trying to go to SBA. badminton rocks right? lol the association not so la. :X cause they refer me here they and never give me a clear reply. HMPH lol. and i also have to prepare for my coaching session. sembawang primary here i come!!
okay march is a crazy month, wa wa wa wa wa i still want to ask. samantha lenny jing qiong kirtsoon. to easter outreach yesyes. then hopefully they can bring more badinton pple come. then FUN. the GOOD. then (: everyone enjoy. ha aa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. but okay then have to prepare my oral presentation. then coaching. then go attachment. 3 main things. not nice. not nice
and your love's so much it drowns the ocean
your grace so free it captures me
your eyes it says " you are all i wanted"
your voice so sweet it sets me free
You give me faith to move a mountain
You make me rise on eagles wings
I try to run away from your love
I fail cause i miss you terribly
And there you stand right on the water
Your voice is calling out to me
I know i did the impossible
when i stepped out and walked to you
it was a song with a nice melody. i penned it today.
apparently. i forgot how the melody went. anyone who can put in a good melody
pls. pls. ;D
okay people. see i blog. SEE. but now i feel so weird. like i'm talking to myself
so to make me not feel this way. yall can TAG
:D
Signed Off @6:55 p.d.
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