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e enjte, 11 tetor 2007
The title says it all.
I'm just so lost for words for today. Just do not know how bad can today be. Lets start here. I had this Youth olympic games thing in the morn. Had to jump in the mid day sun. i missed lunch and well i thought asll was well. but when i hit 3.30 pm the day kinda went very bad
First i got from coach. 100 push-ups cause i went to jump without his permission. and i did not cover the pit. so the pit was flooded. So that was not too bad. coach was angry but he seemed to get over it. Then came my butt pain. what do you get after straining so hard? So again. i had to endure coaches anger. I shall not blame him. Cause i know it's what i did wrong. So i apologised.
But if i knew, i would not have jumped!
Then already downcasted. i thought the day could not get any worse. For injury+scolding from coach is not too good a combi., Then after the wondrous dinner with akang, Binz and Ben > 2BMC.(YOU GUYS ROCK) i went home knowing somethings wrong with cheng. And found out that he and the rest of the jumpers had to clear the water that flooded the open pit for me. I really seriously, honestly absolutely did not know i had to do it. if not i'd have helped. but again what to do. they already did it. All i can do is apologise.
But if i knew, i would have stayed to help!
So just when you have your best friends angry at you, your coach angry at you, injured and not able to train and build up for next year etc. you really do not want any more stuff. but i knew God had more installed.
when i got home. My mom sensed i was cold. so me and my mom aren't exactly on best terms. so she started scolding me for being so weird and reading the bible ( i had to do it for peace) and not talking to her(coz she hardly listens) and so accused yet again. I knew then again God wants me to honior my parents. so i apologised to my mom and told her my bad day. which again she talked most of the time. so she did not listen. o well.
yeah. but at least the end of the day is near.
if i live for today
then today is over
Just thank God and not hold a grudge
leave the rest to God
Forgive all those that have cause me hurt today
and hope they would forgive me
I pray for a tomorrow
that will be blessed
but i'm hanging on proverbs 15.1
"a gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger"
i shall take all the harsh words. but i will always give all the gentle answers.
thank you JESUS for the strenght today
Signed Off @7:35 p.d.
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