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e hënë, 24 dhjetor 2007
HOHOHO merry christmas.
today watched redline.
hot girls. hotter cars. yep its true.. it's true.
binz and cal kang you people are the best. a kang. i admit here
although you dont really read my blog but thought
you are one shallow guy and i think so so deeply. you still are able to
be such a great friend. you are such an idiot. that this christmas i want to pray
that God will make you run faster. but if you ever lose your passion for Him, may he
screw your leg upside down. haha
Calvin : I Thank God that i know. I believe God sent you to me. you know? down the road.'
when we have wives and kids you can come over and we can chat and our kids and chat."
Matt: .silent.
You know thats the sweetest thing he said. but i can't reply for i do not know what's ahead.
I have this prompting from GOD for something else. i'll blog abt this later. but again. i do not know if i'll be married. I dont know if i'd live that long. I may be a missionary to anoter country
Something may happen between us. satan Lures any one of us away due to the price and temptation of being in the spotlight. anything. but for today. for tomorrow. on christmas. Kang. you rock!
Binz. again. words cannot express what i can tell you. i was so screwed. i was living this way with this thinking and this lifestyel until you came along, and spoke God's word to me. cutting off my edges i am now free. i am better. you edited me so much i can hardly recognise matt in 2006. Binz i know you arnt gay and you are an angel. but Ya I'll call you my angel you brute idiot.
So this is what's up for me.
being in sportsschool led me to know people in sportsschool.
so i made friends. over 3 years here. I heard people cry on my shoulder I have cried on others
so many people came in and out of my life. its secondary school. i Made MY SCHOOL THE MISSION FIELD> im proud of what God did. i see salvations in sports school. With my tongue God used it to speak life. with my hands to give massages to people in need. I did all i can to serve people. even mhy roommte calvincheng. i wannna help him so so so much . my time as roommate with him is up. n3xt year no more roommtate. i just hope it;s enought. that God input enough in him. that the seed is well planted. Lord people. Calvin needs you and he needs you in his Life.
but one thing was missing. Fellowship with tyhe body of christ. yes i fellowship. with school christians. last time it was rocking. the was gospel concerts. sportsschool was going to FOP and praying and jumping. Wednesdays used to see 20 plus 30 people come. I was a noob in leading but god used me. so i thought in 2005 and 06 that no need to spend time with church friends.
now look. towards to end of the year. only 3 to 5 people were coming. i was tired. i was discouraged. God's plan? i dunno. christians whop rocked who prayed for revival in sportsschool fall away. fall so far but never far away form grace. they study they do otehr things have other friends and get carried away wih the cares of the world. God showed me. i was alone. and i needed something strong
so only this hols . only recently i realised when Dave spoke. when pastor william spoke.
that our school friends are friend only temporarily. when our lvies part when we change scdhools when we sports when we change class when we have diff interest. when we dont stay on the same floor. I realised the only contant grp of friend in my life is church youth. people liek yimin jeremy bryan clement amiel alden those people i've invested so little percent of my time to that friendship is superficial. what can i say. Now that i know this. I;m going to work at it. no matter how tired oruncomfortable or uneasy i am. i dont care. they are my family and i'm going to be their good friends like it or not. I've missed out enough.
So God this holidays was fruitful ya?
can;t help thinking abt how i spent time with the youth in church.
more Lord. more Lord. (:(:(:
Happy and free
in your presence i;m free.
praise tou freakingly Good and
mighty and powerful
and awesome
and madly crazily
rockingly
name!
jesus!
Signed Off @5:56 p.d.
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