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e enjte, 3 janar 2008
what is it?
The feeling of emptiness?
is it growing up
or just excessive thinking?
well! I think it's both haha. so it's fine. woo!
okay. I got to admit. The year is going to be very different.
like i just got a shock yesterday cause i discovered im not rooming
with cheng anymore or the jumpers. then i dunno man. initially
i felt very very messed up. like somehow in between those two years
alot alot alot has happened then never thought that our rooms are now
so far away. not even same floor.
But i guess this is change la. So anyway will still see him in training but
will just miss him at night la. lol yeah. but I also sensed a new direction from God.
for two years i've been with cheng and last year with dickson. i dunno. I tried my best
to input as much as i can yep being the friend in need. well now perhaps my 'time' with them
is kinda up. ya. ended up in lvl 2 with cal kang.
which is what i wanted. but somehow im quite torn la between both. calvins haha.
then my room there ulu ulu. but i guess God intents a quiet place. a resting and a refuge.
i know His ways are higher than mine for the heavens are higher than the earth. So
yes brute force. I shall let go. (:
yeah just wanna talk abt the new year. i thought the party thing was really awesome.
like how I really bonded with church people again. like woo! played jungle speed. couting down loudly at totally wrong times with bryan and mugen. and blind mice and etcetc. yeah it's like new doors open up. and I sense God calling for more involvement in church than in school. Now that I am in charge of a bunch of sec2. Time is surely set aside for them (: those lil bunch.
Oh yes. well we kind of merger the countdown with joash.then ya alot of mix and match of people. well. good la . many many pple. the time was just pure teenage fun fun la. but had several good convo with mugen. and elisha. anyway WYNN came back! like past midnight then she come. woo. touching okay that she came back its like she wants to see us. cause why?TML SHE"S LEAVING THEN LIKE WHAT ON EARTH I GOT ORIENTATION AND I CANT PON>
so it's true. thee last time in a long time im gunna see wynn. i saw her in her bro's car, driving off. like some fairy tale thing. duhh. okay im not going to think soo much.
yea then bryan elisha guowei timothy gabriel james slept in my room. like lol. really they were all over the floor. then james was like king. at first one person on my bed. haha but yay guowei moved up. yepyep. mugen act hero he go and slp downstairs. haha.
but the surprise was when i woke up right.
the joash pple like popped up in my room. i was really quite shocked.
like i need to rub my eyes a few times. really. haha but okay la
come then come. then can see my house. anyway i love playing host
so why not. then joash and chris like jump here jump there. lol then pillow fight happened.
lol.ya very cute la. but o well 18 19 year olds. young at heart. so alot alot happened la
on that day i still hero heroo go and watch avp. lol then pong came down to my house. O YA AND I ALSO HAD A WELCOME MEETING TOO. lol in my house. so like for 30 hours plus my house played host. woo. so fun. yeah. the time ended when me bryan james gabriel pong ivan ate at kfc after avp. ya. we were together since last year. woo. ahah.
SUPER FUN LA THAT NEW YEAR. HAHAHAHAHA. so so so june hols also k?
ya just some reflections.
to somepeople i talked to that day.
i say that God is very proud of ya.
(:
happy new year people.
smilesmilesmile!
Signed Off @4:56 p.d.
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