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e hënë, 4 shkurt 2008
Hello earthlings.
Okay. i visited blogs today and phooom. i was immersed into a wave of emotion. The author is very poetic no doubt, and the entries only enforced that. very beautiful writing. But one thing is amiss.
i see all the pangs of adolescence. The cry for love, the search for love. People around ans saying love hurts and etc. apparently. our views of love being a fluffy weirdo feeling, morphed into a erotic kind of thing and after when that segment dies of you just get so freaking hurt. that we say love hurts.
I do not know how to say this. even people who go to church look into other places for love. i am NOT pin pointing anyone. (: i myself admit to have done so. so so many times as i grow up. and we think of looking for love in friends. people. material things.
but friends change, friends reaction to you are can change anytime.
material things are only but a temporary toy in life. filling only a cloud of material in a gaping heart
we roam about adolescence. swaying to ends. ends like beating the system they look at the crowd and feel like we are so small. so we work hard. we study like mad to get on top. to get the recognition. the 'respect' wow. WOW.
but I walked that road. and that respect in temporal. every single academic cert i got did nothing to me it never gave me true joy and satisfaction.
So the pangs of adolescnece. some loom them, sway and play in them. but some rise above it... they learn from their mistakes. and turn from foolish ways. they look at life like this
that God loves us. no matter who we are. no matter what we have done. no matter wht grade no matter what skills no matter what weight no matter what height no matter how attractive no matter how intelligent no matter how we behave.
cause I keep seeing youth grow up and hitting these things and questions in life. THEN THEY MISSED THE ABOVE POINT I MADE and they feel so lost.
so ya. anyway this is my prayer. it's burning in my heart. empower the youths. change their mindset when they are young. but well. life aint about changing people (: My life goal is to change myself. to be who God called me to be
why not you try? talk to God and ask HIM for love woohoo you are gunna love it!
Signed Off @8:30 p.d.
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